Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Sad but Happy too

Today when I brought Abram to daycare I was snuggling him before I turned him over. He started wriggling to get out of my arms and cried to get to Jodi. My heart broke as I watched my baby want to be with someone other than me (or Barry or my dad who are the only other people he will at times prefer over me). I got into my car called Barry and cried. I am really really really glad that he likes it there so much but it makes me hate working and having my baby with someone else during much of the day. I am feeling very sorry for myself today.

2 comments:

Gia-hue said...

I feel for you, Claire has been like that since the first week that we brought her there. I try to remind myself that it would be so much harder to drop her off if she cried and did not seem to like it there. With all that said it is still hard =(

Corrie said...

I completely understand what you are going through. I remember crying when Leah rolled over the first time ever at daycare. But, now that she is the age she is, I know that I could not be home with her every day! :)